I´ve put down my armor; I´ve finished fighting the world temporarily ... I want some stroking ... emotional, physical ... I want some words of re-assurance, sympathy ... I want someone to relieve my pain ... see to my rest ... I hurt; damn it! I hurt! I want some time to fall apart ... I want to hear I haven´t changed; I´m the same person ... But don´t you dare help me pick up the pieces ... I don´t NEED you! ... Off to war I go again ...